Actually I didn't mention one project what I did before going to CCW Foundation course. It's 7 illustrations what I just drew after I saw interesting thing. I was walking at employment security department as a part time job for 2 months. That department was only for Disabled women. My role was helping other counselor, but I need to be counselor sometime they need my hand. So I had met lots of disabled women who look for a job. I have got on well with disabled women. However, their smile after they found out that chair woman of employment security department is my aunt is inspired me. Their smile was really different from before they know that. I thought we are just friend, but I couldn't be friend with them anymore.
illustrate by dohny @ in 2012, 06
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I was just drawing after that feeling. I can remember I was really shocked all about relationship between me and everyone. I was really intimidated to everyone after that unconsciously. I think that behaving made it worse.I just thought their all faces are fake faces. That's why I just put mask on faces in my illustrations.
Actually I blamed them when I leave there to come back to london. And then I just forgot about it for 6 months before I came back to think about it as the last project of my foundation course. Snobbishness was becoming the maid idea after thinking about it few days. I was too snobbish to think about them. I blamed them for their different behavior and weird smile, but I have never thought about my faces. They must feel something from my faces same as I felt something from them. My narrow mind behavior what I thought that I was intimidated could be one of reasons why we couldn't be friend anymore.
'Faceless' is the title of this film. I just wanted to talk about having a face is not only personal emotion. Sometimes, we could have a sad face for someone who is in trouble. We could smile when someone tell us somethings can celebrate together. Face is the most easy way to share our emotion. Even It's fake smile, that usually mean to be familiar.
Faceless
illustrate by dohny @ in 2013, 03
It was not totally only their problem. It was our problem. We all live in same society together. I felt so much guilty after I realized that. So I just made one film to apologize to them and for everything I felt.
Faceless
Directed by dohny @ in 2013, 04
Faceless is the title of this film. I just wanted to talk about having a face is not only personal emotions. Sometimes, we could have a sad face for someone who is in trouble. We could smile when someone tell us somethings can celebrate together. Face is the most easy way to share our emotion. Even It's fake smile, that usually mean to be familiar with.
Society with me
Illustrated by dohny @ in 2013, 04
This is a symbol what I designed to express our society concept what I explained. There is a one messy point in central. That is just all of us. That could be a face, a emotion or anything what we have ourself. Then, there are few things of our society around that messy point. That whole shape Which I set up around messy point just mean our society, each shapes don't really have a meaning. In facts, it's bit difficult to explain with my english. I hope you can understand with my film 'My face in the central of the world'
'My face in the central of the world'
Directed by dohny @ in 2013, 04
This is all process of this idea I have done so far. Thanks.
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